Friday, October 26, 2007

It's going to be a great day!

Today is going to be a great day. Why? Because I am going to make it a great day. This is my first time doing a blog and I'm very curious on how it's going to work. Are people really going to read this? Are they going to respond? I hope so.
To start, let me tell you a little about myself..
I'm 31 years old, I'm married to an awesome guy, and have a silly son who is almost four. I live in a city in California that is very boring. It's challenging to find things to do and people to meet here. But I'm going to change that. I'm on a mission. Seeking happiness. Don't get me wrong. I'm happily married and I love my home life...but something is missing. I don't feel whole. I need friends that I can rely on and relate to. I need a job that I am happy working at. I need to be happy with myself. That is my mission folks.
First, I'm changing my diet. I'm interested in becoming vegetarian again. Before I met my husband I was vegetarian for quite awhile. He changed me. He said to me, "If you're going to be with me, you're going to eat". It was love. I chowed down on the first cow I saw.
Seven years later, it's time to go back. Either way, I'm putting good things in my body.
Second, it's time to be positive. No more feeling sorry for myself and judgemental. Take care of yourself, damn it. No one is going to make you happy except YOU. Who cares what the next guy thinks.
It's easy to say all of this, no? Doing it and succeeding at it something else. We will see, won't we.